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Dear Cutie-Shreepy-Lovey-Sweetie-Shreepy-Baby-Pretty-Shreepy-Sexy-Kinky-Horny-Shreepy-Wootiful Bear,
Loving you is amazing in more ways than I could have ever imagined. Thank you for being in my life. Seriously, you make it better in every single way. The things you do and say just drive me crazy and I love it sooo so much. I miss you right now (well, technically, I always miss you because I can’t see you as much as I’d like to,) and I don’t want to wake you up since you’re sleeping. You sleep alot, but I don’t mind. I think it’s cute. Along with everything else you do. You’re so adorable that you could get away with murder in my eyes. And you’re so beautiful that I never want to look at another girl for as long as I live. And you’re so funny and weird that I feel like you’re the missing half of my personality. So sexy that I dream about us with my eyes open as well as closed. So amazing that I find myself wanting to better myself, not just for you, but for me too. In my opinion, a person should never stop trying to better their life, no matter how old they are, or how well off they are. I’ve never really truly cared about trying to make mine better until you were in it. Why? Because you deserve so much better than me, but you love me. And I believe you every time you say it to me. It makes me soooooo much happier than anything else ever has. And if you make me feel this amazing, and you truly want to be with me, I’m going to do everything I possibly can to give you the happiest life I can offer. Making you happy makes me happy. Making you laugh makes me feel like the funniest guy in the world. And making you smile puts me in this mood that I just can’t describe. I just want to hold you close and stare into your eyes and watch as your smile sweetly fades into this look that begs me to kiss you. Your eyes say alot of things to me actually, or so I think. Sometimes they seem afraid that I’m going to leave, despite how many times I say I won’t. But every time we get a chance to be together, your eyes are losing that fear little by little I think. Which is good, because I’m in this forever. And longer of course. But I wouldn’t say any of the things I say to you unless I truly meant them. I love you, no matter what you look or act like. I’ll wait for you, no matter how long. I’ll never ever give up on you, no matter how hopeless you might get. I’ll never abandon you, no matter how hard things might get. I’ll never cheat on you, no matter what temptations I might face. I’ll absolutely never judge you, no matter what anyone else thinks or says. I’ll never stop trying to make you fall deeper in love with me, no matter how long we’re together. And I’ll never take a single second we spend together for granted. Because life is fucked, and I might die in my sleep, or you might leave tomorrow. But every time I think about you, I realize how lucky I really am to have you. Things don’t work out for me very often, but everyday when I wake up and realize you’re still mine, it makes the day worth waking up for. This happens every single day, and it’s something I’ll never grow tired of. So that’s it for my late night rambling. I wish this website was called “Ramblr,” because that’s all I seem to do. But I love it, because all I ever talk about on here is you. Obviously, since the only reason I ever made a Tumblr account was to be closer to you. Not in a stalker way, but in a “I’m falling in love with you and I want to see if you’ll fall in love with me too” way. I’m really glad though, because it was an awesome decision. Because it helped me to realize that you’re my best friend, and we’re falling more and more in love with each other every day. I can’t wait to talk to you tomorrow. Actually in like 3 hours and 24 minutes. I’m tired now, so I can sleep the rest of that time away. 3 hours and 23 minutes now. I’m trying to think of a way to end this post, but right now I’m in the mindset that we are having a face to face conversation. You know how much I hate saying goodbye to you. 3 hours and 22 minutes, by the way. Time is flying haha. Oh, I wanted to say thank you, for pushing your ex away today. I’m sorry that I can’t be with you everyday to defend you, or make it so that people just know not to fuck with you. Someday I will be. Someday pretty soon actually, when you think about how long we’re going to be together. So just hang in there until then, please. 3 hours and 19 minutes until I’m going to text you again. I can’t wait. It’s crazy to think how far we’ve come in a year’s time. Like from our awkward small talk texts, to what it is today. It’s so amazing. You make me feel amazing. You’re amazing, in every way :D :3 :) ^o^ ;3 ^O^ ;) ;D \^O^/ <3 :3 ^O^ :) :D <3 ;) ;3 ;D <3 ^o^ :D :3 <3 <3 ;D :3 \^O^/ :D :3 :3 :3 <3 :D ;3 ;D ;) :) <3 :D <3 ^o^ :D ;D :) :3 ._. :D :3 ;D <3 \^O^/ :3 <3 :D ;3 :) ^o^ :D <3 <3 :D ;3 ;) :D <3 :D ;D ;D :3 :) ^O^ :D :) <3 <3 I love you.
“How delicious is the winning of a kiss at love’s beginning” :3
I feel like I’m being electrocuted right now, my whole body is shaking, I still haven’t stopped smiling, and it’s all because of you. You’re incredible <3
“If you asked me how many times you have crossed my mind, I would say once, because you never really left.”
Haha, another one that reminds me of you :D
“The spaces between your fingers were created so that another’s could fill them in.”
Found another one that reminded me of you :3 I love holding your hand :D
“When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart.”
<3 You’re amazing, and I just wanted you to know that I’m missing you right now :3
“When two people are meant for each other, no time is too long, no distance is too far, and no one can ever tear them apart.” :D
I just wanted you to know, I’m thinking about you right now. Even though everyone thinks that it’s wrong, it doesn’t seem to affect how I feel. Sometimes I wonder how long it’s going to be before they say we aren’t allowed to talk and be friends, and it makes me sad to think about it. I want you to be happy, even at my own expense. Even if it means not texting you so your family doesn’t bitch at you. I know this is all sad to think about, and I don’t want you to think that I’m losing hope or giving up. I’ll still be here waiting for you even if all of that happens, I promise :3 Maybe they’ll let us keep talking. That would be awesome. Honestly, the less they know about our feelings, the easier it’s going to be. It sucks, and it’s not right to have to hide them, but sometimes we have to make sacrifices for the future. Sometimes I feel like life has more obstacles than the courses that people run for fun, but there isn’t a single thing that is going to prevent me from feeling the way I do. Even in silence I’ll find a glimmer of hope, because just thinking about your eyes and your smile, and just you in general, gives me something to hold onto. I have always been, and always will be an all-or-nothing guy. I’ve always pursued my dreams with all that I can, even though that might not go anywhere. And it’s the same way with my heart. You have all of it, and that’s the way it’s going to stay, even if you end up not wanting it anymore. Intentionally or unintentionally you’ve stolen it. You are one sneaky ninja-bear :3 Anyways, I’m kind of ranting because I’m kind of worried and I tend to think of the worst case scenario sometimes (like you do haha,) but the point of all this isn’t to make you sad, or worry. I’m sorry, because it probably might. Don’t forget, I’ll wait for you. Because you’re worth it in every way. And I just want you to know that I’m grateful for every smile, laugh, look, text, and emotion that you send my way :3 So thank you very much for being so amazing :3
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